Update (personal)
Lots of insane ups and and downs here, both personal and otherwise. Have a few goals though for next year that I'm really going to try to stick to and work on, since they have been greatly neglected.
1. Health (mental/physical)-This has been one area of life that has been greatly in need of improvement, but it's getting there. A few positive steps involved finally getting the therapist that I desperately needed for my eating disorder(two trips to the ER later). It took a while, but eventually found one that actually wanted to help and treated me as a person instead of only a number on a sheet of paper. Next step though is to find a nutritionist to help plan meals. It's been a long road, but baby steps are better than no steps taken at all.
2. Writing-No, it's true, there hasn't been very much in that department, but I plan to make a change to that. Two new Tolkien OC's are in development, and it's gotten me very pumped to write about them :). In the coming year, there will definitely be more Tolkien content on its way about Melino, Dolguzimir, and others. The creativity muse is stirring again so that's quite a good sign. Another is to read more of the works written by others as well. It's been a while since I've even read any of other people's writing and it would be nice to continue to give support in the fandom again.
There is so much more that I could put down here that could be improved, that the list would just go on and on. But I think it's a good start, at least.
Have a good start to 2021, and best wishes to you all! <3
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Once again I have to bring my cat to the vet, since her health has declined quite a lot. She never really fully recovered after getting her teeth taken out, and I feel so terrible about that. The vet tried to get me to pay for another surgery, but I’m so nervous that she will just pass in the middle of it. My cat has been my best friend, and all I want is for her to have a good and healthy life. But looking at her now makes me so upset, since she can hardly keep food down. Hopefully the vet will be able to give me some supportive advice. It’s tough.
Hopefully you all have been having a good week ❤️.
Character Meme Thingy
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1. How I feel about this character
2. All the people I ship romantically with this character
3. My non-romantic OTP for this character
4. My unpopular opinion about this character
5. One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
6. Random pet theory about this character that you won't convince me is not true.
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It seems that the quarantine in Minnesota has been extended past the April 10th date when it was supposed to end (not that I’m really surprised about that, to be honest) and is now scheduled to let up around May 4th. Although from what I’ve been seeing, it might go even longer. I had planned to move back to the east coast by the end of April, but I’m thinking that it’s probably best to stay put at the moment. On the positive side of things, at least we’re having some Spring weather. Definitely not complaining about the lack of snow XD.
Best of health to you all <3
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It would seem that the insanity is moving quickly around here. Trying to pass the time by working on a WIP fic and doing other productive things (aka some semblance of Spring Cleaning), and avoiding social media and the constant barrage of negativity and updated death tolls. Was going to go to my sister’s house to at least try to do some laundry, but decided against it because of her kids and their health. Well, at least it was an attempt at some normalcy 😆. One thing that I have to admit that I miss is having a daily routine (never thought I would end up saying that haha!).
Tried to fix my sleep schedule which has been completely thrown off (I’m usually a night owl anyway, but sleeping two hours a night might not be a good idea lol).
Stay positive, everyone ❤️.
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It’s really getting crazy!
People have gone into serious manic-mode, it would seem. Went to the store to get only a few things for dinner, and it turned into a jostling match with people and filled carts just to get up and down the aisles. Empty shelves. Honestly I feel bad for the people working at the supermarket. People actually eyed the items I was purchasing. I’ve never experienced anything like it. Thank goodness for the one guy who still had a sense of humor about it all: “have you gotten your toilet paper yet?”
On top of that, getting yelled at by a customer at work because she had to touch the pin-pad to enter some info, claiming it was covered in germs. I’ve been yelled at by customers for a lot of things, but that’s a first! XD
Insane! Well, all I can say is to be safe, everyone <3.